Yes, once again, I didn't get up in time to exercise. In fact I barely got up in time to catch my bus at all this morning. I've been here before, but I think it's now time to re-evaluate the plan. I just doesn't seem to be working and I'm not sure why. Do I want to get healthy? Yes. Does the idea of working out every morning seem unreasonable? Not really. So what's stopping me?
Fitness/weight loss sites say it will happen when you're ready for it to happen. Maybe that's part of it -- that I'm not fed up enough with where I am now to really move forward. It's possible, but I just spent a week and a half polishing off birthday cupcakes, followed by more bad eating and have been feeling really fat for the last week. It's been helping me keep food in check (which I've been good about for the last several days), but hasn't gotten me off my ass to exercise.
I did sign up for the Bootcamp class, so if all else fails, they'll whip me into shape. Maybe that's the push I'm looking for. I would still like to be able to do a full push up before I get to the class, though.
So my year of today's is looking more like a year of bad days. The question is do I scrap the project or persevere? Is the wall I'm banging my head against starting to crack, or am I just getting a big headache for nothing? I don't want to keep posting poor results -- that won't encourage me to improve -- but don't want to jump ship too early either.
How about this: I'm on late shift next week. I will give it one more week. If I can't get my act together with an extra hour and half in the mornings, then it's not likely going to happen. In which case I will have to rethink my strategy.
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